Scratch that title. 

As what came out, I didn't expect.  But like everyone tells me, trust the process of healing.

It took me years and lots of wrong turns, but a few years ago I finally thought I was in a place where I could once again plan a future for our beautiful little family. No...

I am almost 50 years old, and I still don't think I love myself. I am going to be very vulnerable and share some of my experiences that haunt me to this day. My negative self-talk is always telling me "I should do better" "Why am I so lazy" or "You are never good enough". There were many times...